Kenophobia EP

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released July 11, 2013

Words by Synd
Sounds by Seisak and Synd
Mastering by Seisak
Cover image by Cassandra Anderson

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AT4 Olympia, Washington

There is nothing. There is nothing. There is nothing. There is nothing. There is nothing. There is nothing. There is nothing. Everywhere. There is nothing. There is nothing. Escaping memory, clinging like barnacles to a burning ship. Fire Ships. Snow stars and sickness selecting foggy falsification from freezing concrete pasts. This is all an outcome. Never. Will there be? Nothing.

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Track Name: Coil
I cannot find myself
memories they slither stealth
I watch my life slip away

fleeting grasp of radiance
incomplete and happenstance
this was not meant to be

palsy and aphasia here
my re-written life in fear
fades between the sea and sky

serpents coil 'round your throat
spitting venom as you choke
they are the ones you love the most

I can not find myself
memories of love and health
distanced by the sweeping tides

I can not find myself
lingering as someone else
time sculpting grotesque clay

deeper falling liquid sky lonely cold erasing night
casket stars embrace svelte glass
cannibal animals
inimical chemicals
obstructing the birth of another denial
can you engineer emotions for the sake of art?
can you erect feelings to fall apart?
can I fucking fall apart already?

now watch me die
now watch me die

twisting tilting black sky melting
seeping through the sleeping pain
star speckled dust imbued in us
this aggregate genarcissus
expounding on a life
my life
my life
my life in vain

I cannot find myself
memories they slither stealth
I watch my life slip away

fleeting grasp of radiance
incomplete and happenstance
this was not meant to be

I can not find myself
memories of love and health
distanced by the sweeping tides

I can not find myself
lingering as someone else
time sculpting grotesque clay
Track Name: Soliloquy
Every day I live through the day I die
Like a lie that's told true on dismissive tides
Vexatious oscillation
Wicked confabulation
locking it's self in a treaty with time

This is soliloquy
this will not change me
this is how I've come to not remember
the life that I hide
turned around inside
and spit back out as this vapid paroxysm

here in my house towards the southern range
I clean it for you so often as we age
it breathes a vacant reply
retrograde life in disguise

This is soliloquy
this will not change me
this is how I've come to not remember
the life that I hide
turned around inside
and spit back out as this vapid paroxysm
Track Name: Actions
Sideways ever after
They assassinate the laughter
and it's gliding on the currents
of fire at the advent
of an age that's made of stone
inside the sedimentary bone
we come together

break away

these actions collide us today

Chasing sirens into blindness
tripping backwards into kindness
feelings falling on the rise to disappear inside these eyes
this is never what they see
erasing silences from me
we come together break away these actions collide us today

these actions that I misdirect
blood semen drifting continents
orogeny in the clash of minds
these plates are broken redesigned
these actions that i have defined have tossed me aside
These actions that I misdirect

these actions that I misdirect
blood semen drifting continents
orogeny in the clash of minds
these plates are broken redesigned
these actions that I have desigened have tossed me aside + broken my mind
Track Name: Other Ends Land
Take me away just before the ending, take it down and stop pretending